It’s time to grow – and with that comes struggle.

I get that.

And I want to do a better job of getting it – making sure that I build enough time for self-care, making sure that I set realistic goals.

But I still want to do it all —

But good growth, sustainable growth, means focus, redefining/re-prioritizing and letting things go.

Sigh.
We’re back to it again.

The hardest part – the letting go.

Cutting back growth that’s already happened, in order to grow stronger, truer.

I know that I want a harvest of light and love – and I know that certain changes, changes that put me on a truer course are required for those seeds to have a chance to bear fruit.

I feel it in the way my heart beats, it’s time to grow.