It’s a new month – a whole chapter yet unwritten and waiting for the best stories yet.

I am coming out of the gate with a request…

I feel hindered, held back. Stuck in a fog. Sleepy. I know that I haven’t been running as efficiently as I have in the past…why?

Backlog of emotions that I’ve been dealing with…
Crazy weather teeter-tottering my internal balance…
Not enough hydration to keep these aging joints limber…
Open possibilities and wondering on which path to commit…
Concerns about finances and how I’ll manage this new transition…

Yes to all the above.

And I don’t expect any of these to magically go away, but I am asking that they not keep me back from the hustle.

Give my heart courage to conquer.

The anxiety wears at me…I’m asking for peace as I move forward. Otherwise, I’ll just spend another month hiding, stepping gingerly, napping my time, my opportunities, away. Talking – just talking – about light and love, instead of doing my best to fight back the darkness.

And, I know – I KNOW – that I’m the type of person who sometimes – often – has to experience what she doesn’t want before she knows what she does want…but please, all I can see right now is how much time I waste.

I’m all about honoring the process, but surely it’s time for me to know and move forward with purpose. Direct my purpose. Give me energy and drive – courage to face the fight.

Fill my words with love.
Keep my eyes straight.